Born To Survive - Here We Go. Go. Go Again. - Del 30
Jag ler för mig själv och börjar springa.
"You speak to me
And in your words I hear a melody
But in the twilight it's so hard to see
What's wrong for me
I can't resist
Until you give the truth a little twist
As if you're gonna get away with this
You're not sorry
I can't believe I fell for this
I fell through the hole
Down at the bottom of your soul
Didn't think you could go
So low
Look at what you've done
You're losing me
Here's what you've won
Got me planning to go
Solo
Solo"
And in your words I hear a melody
But in the twilight it's so hard to see
What's wrong for me
I can't resist
Until you give the truth a little twist
As if you're gonna get away with this
You're not sorry
I can't believe I fell for this
I fell through the hole
Down at the bottom of your soul
Didn't think you could go
So low
Look at what you've done
You're losing me
Here's what you've won
Got me planning to go
Solo
Solo"
Jag skrattar och stannar och ser upp på himmelen.
Vad kan klockan vara?
Jag bryr mig inte.
Jag skrattar och sätter mig ner på en parkbänk som jag märker stor framför mig.
Jag ler stort och fortsätter sjunga.
"You speak to me
And in your words I hear a melody
But in the twilight it's so hard to see
What's wrong for me
I can't resist
Until you give the truth a little twist
As if you're gonna get away with this
You're not sorry"
Justin's perspektiv.
Den där rösten går inte att ta miste om vem det kan vara.
"I can't belive I fell for this
I fell through the hole
I fell through the hole
Down at the bottom of your soul
Didn't think you coulg go
So low
Loo at what you've done
You're losing me
Here's what you won
Got me planning to go
Solo
Solo
Got me planning to go
Solo
Solo
You sing to me
Too bad you couldn't even stay on key
If your life is such a mystery
Why don't you stick to acting?
Here you go again
You couldn't find my number until when
You thought that you could get to my best friend
Without a script your game is lacking
I can't believe I fell for this
I fell through the hole
Down at the bottom of your soul
Didn't think you could go
So low
Look at what you've done
You're losing me
Here's what you've won
Got me planning to go
Solo
Solo
I'd rather go to a party alone
Than have to walk around with you on my arm
Now that i'm proud to admit that we're done
Good luck trying to find me....
'Cause I didn't think you could go
So low
Look at what you've done
You're losing me
Here's what you've won "
Got me planning to go
Solo
Every day
'Cause you got me planning to go
Solo
Solo"
You sing to me
Too bad you couldn't even stay on key
If your life is such a mystery
Why don't you stick to acting?
Here you go again
You couldn't find my number until when
You thought that you could get to my best friend
Without a script your game is lacking
I can't believe I fell for this
I fell through the hole
Down at the bottom of your soul
Didn't think you could go
So low
Look at what you've done
You're losing me
Here's what you've won
Got me planning to go
Solo
Solo
I'd rather go to a party alone
Than have to walk around with you on my arm
Now that i'm proud to admit that we're done
Good luck trying to find me....
'Cause I didn't think you could go
So low
Look at what you've done
You're losing me
Here's what you've won "
Got me planning to go
Solo
Every day
'Cause you got me planning to go
Solo
Solo"
Jag ler lite, är det mig hon sjunger om?
Jag suckr djupt.
Det stämmer, inte ens jag själv trodde jag kunde sjunka så där lågt.
"Kiddo" viskar jag.
Kiddo's perspektiv.
"Kiddo! Du måste sluta!" skriker Justin och tycker påsen ur mina händer.
"Du är fan inte min mamma" svarar jag.
"Nej för din mamma vill inte ha dig!" Jag känner hur jag stelnar till.
Jag stirrar bara på honom.
"Det där trodde jag inte om dig."
"Nej, för du är för självupptagen för att märka värden omkring dig."
"Okej, fine, jag drar" Jag ryckker åt mig min väska och strötar ut genom dörren till Justins rum.
"Och jag lovar! Du ska slippa se mig mer, någonsin"
"Men jag vill inte....det var inte så jag menade! Jag älskar dig!"
"It's up to you!" skriker jag och drar på mig skorna, "hitta mig i sånnafall" skriker jag innan jag öppnar dörren och smäller igen den efter mig. Hårt.
"Kiddo" viskniningen är inte hög, den hörs knappt.
Jag skakar på hubudet. Bara inbildning.
Det har redan gått tre veckor sedan jag och justin gjorde slut.
Eller, vi gjorde inte slut...men ändå.
"Kiddo" viskningen är högre och får mig att titta upp.
"Justin..." andas jag och känner en tår rinna ner för mina kind.
Första delen år 2012!
Yeah!
just nu är jag i Thailand, så denna del är altså, TIDSINSTÄLLD!
Wooho!
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